Otw to airport.Overslept kali ah.
In heathrow express.
Sis went back today.. gudbye was real brief.i think the assistant was moving real fast thru the crowd so we feared of losing her.or maybe that's just my reason for not wanting to have a long goodbye.I know that if for one second we had stayed longer,i would refuse to let her go.. =)
Our last two pics together..while waiting for the assistant.
I force my way back down the stairs through the crowd of unfamiliar faces.alone.down to underground,with sounds of my footsteps.just mine.back where it all started.
It really feels like uk now,as I take the train back to paddington..the last time i was in that train was when i was coming back from heathtrow with my sis..for no reason,i came to the same seats we sat last two weeks..I didnt want to so i sat on the other side.
It takes forever to reach paddington.I took the tube straight to marylebone and took the train back to Birm.A familiar city i soon realised,as i hopped in to the bus and back to Milner road.My room..the empty space where sis's bags used to be.an empty space on the bed.the silence.
Its been a blurry day.I don't see things clearly.I slept the whole way back.I sleep when i reached home.i just sleep cos that's the only way i could stop.now i can't,i just blog.
[razan]
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