the soon-to-come sadness aura.wha'?

i was just packing my sister's things in a bag,and a sudden pang of sadness came to me...
It doesnt feel like 2 weeks to me.I still want her here..i want her to stay..

Since she came,until now,and for the next two days she's here..all i want to do was to be with her always,to stick with her wherever she goes..

Hearing her sleeping on my bed eliminates all the feeling of loneliness I held inside me...Though having to wake up early than my 'satisfied sleeping hrs' by her,I felt alive..Despite the disappointing luggage that STILL hasn't arrived yet.I still carried on enjoying my day cheerfully..I'm just speechlessly happy..

Folding her clothes one by one..more n more of these 'longing for family' feeling came to me..As much as i try to hold back,it just won't stop...

Have you heard of old sayings that,As much as we laugh now,equal sadness will come soon after..I have been overly-joyed since 23rd..Besides the two lovely surprises..the happiness came from my sister and two of my close friends..they know what I like best,so they did those for the past few days..It's every second laughing except when we're asleep..

I guess the other part of the story starts now..another day in Notts,another in London..and all-alone-in-UK will start over..

I guess I'd better stop now..I dun wan to be responsible if Najib's laptop suddenly stopped working..haha.Han's using mine since he watches anime..(making a point of najib's screen being small..tralala~)

p/s: First thing I did when I woke up was looking through the window.
First thing I do when I woke up is scream because Iyan wakes me up.
First thing I will do when I woke up is to look through the window.