Defensive...

Assalamualaikum all..

Don't you just love the smell of babies?softness of their skin?(=

How he pretend not to listen to me calling his name,but turns to look at me excitedly everytime I sing Little Einstein theme song..

Gets on his small feet,balancing a little,and then starts to walk as fast as he could before he falls and had to get up again..

The way his small hand goes into my box of raisins and pick one with his two very very tiny fingers with an effort not to let the raisin fall..put em into his mouth..push em in using his forefinger..

'nyum mm mm nyum nyum mm mm..' as he munches,his saliva starts dripping off his mouth soaking his shirt..

He just lie down by the corner of my mattress when he has nothing else to do.No big brother to slam his body on.No babu to caress him.Just me.and he doesnt want me.Almost NEVER.

He's my highlight of today..after dinner,He looked up with his big round pupils,held my forefinger tightly,that's all what his hand could hold..drag me towards a chair,shove my finger to his back.his way of saying,get me on to this chair..
The 1st time he ever want me.USING me actually.haha.

sigh.

Grow up soon Aqil-love..So that I can hold your hand and go everywhere with you..


(random : I dont know if this is a mistake.Just don't take this wrongly.Pls.)

Razan23.

p.s. I love you.