Just when I thought it's over..

I'm the happy type..I smile and laugh everyday..
=D

I know it's not always sunshine and lollies..rainbows and clear sky..
But it's not often stormy rain and dark clouds either..

Things have been really down for me lately..
My exams,my scholarship,
my parents in UK,
my siblings here,
some more other personal problems,

I am not mature enough to handle all these by my own yet..
I apologize for the last few posts..I'm just so stressed out..
And to my boyfriend,I'm sorry if I haven't been so myself lately..
please bear with me.

Razan23
p/s: I can't see us being this way for another 10 months or so..