Will always always always be...

Assalamualaikum all..

Updates on my visit to Sealife and Cadbury World will be on the next post.(:

I'm a bit sentimental now..I miss home.I miss my family.
Since I started my second year,I find myself always thinking of family back home..

Parents have the greatest love for their children..do you know that?I noticed that a while back,but I never really realise them until I'm away from them..It took me 19 years to see things..18 years to take love from parents for granted..a year to notice..a few months to realise and begin appreciating..i mean,really really grateful for what they have done to raise me as a person I am,living the way I live now..

You know how you may have friends,BFFs,your partner,your exams,your student union,your personal tutor,your work,your boss..all well and happy..but when things aren't right,they can't go all the way like your parents do.

1. Parents do not lost contact with you like how some of your friends back in school do..
2. BFFs do not talk to you for a long time and not care about how you are doing when you got into a big arguement with them..but parents still check on you the night after you had an arguement with them just see you're not up to something stupid..
3. Your partner regardless of your status with 'em..as much as you would die for them n they for you..nothing can beat what your parents sacrifices for you..
4. Failing on ur exams,career,life..as much as your boss,lecturers and personal tutors can do for you..when it's really over,when there's nothing that you can do to fix them..parents are always there to support your living..always there to let you live in their house.Although they might get very pissed with what happened,they let you stay,provide you with shelter and food.

No matter how much of a loser you are,how unproductive your day to day life can be,how lifeless you look to everyone else,how you fail to live on your own,to stand on your own...to your parents you are still their child..the one they love unconditionally..
They might not show it to you directly..but look at where you stand now,alive and on the go (whatever on-the-go applies to you,be it eat and sleep)..

When you have nothing else in the world..you have your parents..
Parents will be the only one who will accept you as nothing.

They might not understand you,or get exactly the situations you're in,come on,no one else is exactly YOU..but I believe,that of all people in the world that knows you..they're the ones that actually try the hardest to understand..

You can cry,wail,be a baby once more,be overly sensitive,in need of reassurance,a kiss,a hug,strokes on the hair while you lie on lap..how old you may be..you are never too old for those when it comes to your parents doing them to you..they will never ask you to be mature and strong when you're with them..that's the best part of their love..
You don't have to be strong..or be defensive when your world fall apart..That's why you go to them..to let heal the broken heart..

You don't tell them what's wrong with you,they don't throw you out of the house,they don't ignore you or get mad at you.They might be at first..but after a while,they wouldn't prod much.or non at all.They let you in,let you stay..

I am not very expressive in words..I don't how to..but do you see the love that our parents have for us?
The ones our grandparents have for our parents?

Until then..(:
Here's my life...Show the world yours.

I love you babah.I love you mummy.
I can't live without you.
I even have NO LIFE without you.
mwah.

Razan23