Above everything else..

I will do anything for the sake of my family.. (:
And I will make the best out of what I can change to make things better for me in the future.(eg. getting a first class degree).
Is it rational?

In my point of view.it is.
With my qualification,I can try to InsyaAllah support my family and be a role model to my siblings.

I don't know which part of what I just said are considered selfish.
But this is how I lead my life.
If there's anyone in the world that deserves the whole me,they would be my family.

Education and family come first.
People come and go.They cross you path and do as they please..love you,hate you,annoys you,ignore you..and when we fail to communicate or satisfy them,they just leave.
Those who stayed and structured my happiness,I treasure you for life.

But family,no matter how WRONG you are to them,or being such a failure in life.They are there to catch you when you fall.They will always be there.for you.
They don't ask for anything in return,or think twice if they should help us out because of the trillionth time that they did and receive unfair treatment in return.

And education is something that's within your grasp.If you just study,although you may not be the most successful person in the world or be the best student,or best worker,or rule the world,you are successful at least in being the person you want to be in the future.

Lets put it this way..
I know what I want.So I will do everything to get that.Things that needs to go,will have to go.Be it for a while,or forever.

I mentioned to you that 'Each individual has a different definition of being successful'.
What did I mean?
- A fisherman went out to work before dawn and came home in the evening,with a lot of fish,is successful.he succeeds in providing for his family.
-A chef cook in a restaurant serves his specialty dish and get well reviews from customers,is successful.he succeeds in winning the hearts of customers with his cookings.
-A person who's partly-paralyzed and manage to walk without wheelchair or crutches,is successful.he succeeds in overcoming his inability to walk.

I want to be successful,and this is the path I chose.

People I met along the way,feel free to stay,I will not hold you back if you want to leave.
If you think I'm causing problems with the way I lead my life now,maybe you shouldnt be in it,yet?or actually just, never.

anyways,better get off to bed,I need to prepare soto for tomorrow's BBSS hari raya event.

Razan23
p/s: awak,think wisely. (: