and I don't need it..

Assalamualaikum all..

I'm just so down lately,and I can't figure out why.
I do laugh alot.
I heal myself.I go shopping.Sing songs.sleep.eat
I seek out to make people happy in ways that I love doing.
I'm happy like that.
but as I come home,I feel so .. on my own.

get through the night and then start the day all over.

I want to open up and let it all out.
There's just so much in my chest,i feel like bursting.
I didn't,I don't know if I ever will..

Everyone here are great friends of mine.I appreciate each and every one of them.And I assume,they'd be there for me if I ever needed anyone to talk to.but you know,the level of comfort we need to have before we open up to people.yeah.

All these feeling makes me want to go back to Brunei.to a place where I feel safe and just be myself,and talk to my brothers.about everything,anything.laugh,cry,get upset,yell,do silly things.
All the happiness that settles in,gets me through the rest of the day.

I'm missing an important point.Tapi apa ah..kusut eh.

Razan23
p/s: I got rejected twice today.phew.