Pening pening pening pening~

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'd see me waiting for you in the corner of the street

And nowadays,whenever I'm not happy and did not get what I want,I would think back if I've done enough all this while to get what I thought I deserve. (:

I love living a fantasy,but now I have to instill the reality.forcing out childishness to think wisely and facing the fact that there's more to life than just being bubbly and happy.

I don't like it.It makes me want to cry just thinking about it.I just want to feel happy when I feel like it,just cry if I'm sad,get mad if something's wrong,be dependant the whole time..no setting out priorities,no limitations to how i want to feel..

sigh.


Razan23